12:40 made up poems

Heartbeats

Please don't walk away
don't fade away
don't rush into hush
Let me reveal, let me show
Then amidst all that,
please love me still.


If you're just a glitch
walk away.
I'm done with all the passer by
Let me have a real one.
The one that will stay
even if my hair turns to gray.


I don't need good mornings or good nights
if I can't lean on you during bad days
I don't need you to say eat on time
if you can't be there on waves
I don't need small talks
I need real ones.


I wish that today would finally be my day
a brand new start
a brand new life
I hope that finally I can call someone mine
a life with you
a moment to last
I pray that your love will never fade
a rain won't catch you cold
a sway won't make you go away.
So stay, please let it be you.

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10 things I hate but makes me love you.

10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

I hate it when I ask you “what are you thinking?” Then you’ll say nothing, even though there is. It makes me wanted to wonder in your world.

I hate it when you lie or whenever I felt that you’re lying. I honestly wanted to know all the details, big or small.

I hate it when you take 5 cigs a day (or more) or get drunk on evenings. I am concern about your health, I wanted to be with you for the longest time, because we have so much things to do.

I hate it when you look at me & I’ll ask you “Why?” then you’ll say nothing. If you wanted to tell me I am beautiful or if you love me, or if there’s a dirt on my face, please tell me. I wanted to hear it from you.

I hate it when you accidentally steps on my foot or trip. I walk fast remember? So why?

I hate it when you fall asleep & forget to text me good night. I know you’re tired, but please before going to sleep, send me a good night message, when the night comes, I wanted my last text message would be coming from you.

I hate it when you sip your drink louder. It’s kinda cute, but others are looking. But it’s you, so it’s okay anyway.

I hate it when we fight, either it’s me who started or you, I just really don’t like the feeling. But whenever it will happen, please let us always try our best to work things out.

I hate it when you’re thinking you’ll disappoint me or you’ll fail. I wanted you to know that I am here in your worst & best moments in your life.

I hate knowing all the girls you like before.

10 THINGS I LOVE ABOUT YOU

I love it when you touch my cheeks, chin, ears & back. It’s like you’re playing with my sensation.

I love it when you hold my hand, while we’re walking in the middle of the night, just the two of us. You make me feel safe.

I love it how you protect me while crossing the streets, you’re so into it. I also do love while you patiently wait for me when I came from work. It touches my heart, knowing that you’ll be waiting for me. I will always appreciate your efforts.

I love it when you say my name or our endearment, it’s like my name has a new meaning.

I love looking at you while you eat, you make me realize that foods shouldn’t come into waste, every bit of it. I love the nights when we decided to drink outside, talk & have a meaningful conversation. You are the best food buddy I ever have.

I love it when you say you’ll support me, I love it, that even though it’s not your thing to photograph foods or places, you still join me in my hobby & make sure will get the right shot.

I love knowing that even though, I am the craziest, moodiest, weirdest person in the world, you always choose to stay & still interested in knowing my thoughts.

I love how you respect me, it really shows , for telling me I am beautiful, that you’re proud of me & that you’re lucky to have me as your partner. It made me feel the best.

I love it when we both plan & think about our future together, to the places we would go, to the times we can spend all the time & be fool & stupid in love.

1   I love it when you tell me you are happy when you’re with me, that even though I have my own flaws, you still love me & you will always choose to love me.  And there’s more to love about you.

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WHY DO GIRLS FALL FOR THE ‘WRONG’ GUY?

Does he leave you hanging in the dust? Does he tell you that he’s not into you? Ouch. Well I think that’s really a hard one. Why do every girls fall to the complex guys in town?

 I remember this line once while watching 13 going on 30, this girl ask J.Garner “How come the ones you like, never like you?” I mean its stupid right? Someone like you, don’t you ever think to like them back too? That’s when free will comes.

But really, why we have this common question that we girls fall for the complex guy? I have this friend (let’s just name her Pam) that has guy friend (name it as Jack) at their school and they were like really super close that they treat one another as the best guys on Earth. They are both singles and also both ready to commit. Jack brings the best things just for Pam. For an instance, Jack treats Pam so special than any other girls in school. Jack always brings something special just for Pam and Pam consider it as sweet and something more than just being friends. And that is the issue. Cause after some time, Pam finds out that Jack is in love with other girl. And that was like a wakeup call for Pam to wake up and be alert.

(1)   Sometimes, we girls do assume that the guy who’s treating us ‘differently’ likes us back the way we like them, which is totally not an A+ grade. And because we assume that he likes us, we tend to fall in love with them and after learning to love them we find out that he’s not liking you back the way you like them only because you assume that he likes you because of the small sweet things he did to you, It will only be considered a fact if the guy truly and admittedly tells you that he’s into you or he loves you. In short, you misinterpret the things he did for you.

But don’t worry; sometimes it’s not really our fault.  

(2)  Guys sometimes give false hopes. There are guys who treat every other girl special only because they want or it’s in their guts to do that thing without any shame on their body. There are signs that you can tell that this guy is not really serious about you and just giving you nothing.

(3)  Usually guys treat the girl he really likes or he’s into. The fruit of the tree is that, he’s not ready for any commitments. So the thing is, he’s trying to make up with you, tries to hang out with you and have a meaningful conversation but in the end, nothing happens. Nothing runs out the line, only because he’s not ready.

(4)  Then there are guys who’ll court you and will make you the luckiest girl living on planet. But after some days hanging out and making stories of your own, he will just leave you. Why? Some guys are so confuse about everything and anything especially about their selves.  They are not so sure about them being serious on a relationship, or maybe confuse about their status and sadly about his feelings about you. So the tendency is that you fall but he didn’t know if he really loves you that much. 

(5)  Guys of course are not matured enough to handle you or the feelings they have for you. When you declare your love to them, they’ve been thinking about it all day but guys really don’t know what to do. And it may hurt you maybe by the way he’ll tell you but he’s not matured enough to handle that.

(6)  Girls give the wrong impression.

(7) Girls sometimes like the guys they’d usually seen on movies, on videos or on shows. ‘OMG Channing Tatum is so hot on step-up’! Then there’s this guy you really like on school that is good on dancing and you find him cute or whatever. Then you make friends with him and accidentally you fall. That’s the thing. He only lives in fantasies.

(8) Sad but true, but usually we believe in their sweetest lies and simply because that wrong guy usually says the right words for us to believe in them. Woman tend to like smooth talkers who say what they want to hear, to bad 99% of them are sociopathic liars.

(9)  Girls are people. So we decide, we made the wrong choice and we fall and ditch. And that’s how life goes. But we learn from it. We may fall to the wrong guy that we’ll hurt us and broke us apart, but who knows? Because of it we learn from our mistakes and we learn to control our little butterflies on our stomach.

Whole life coaching focuses on your entirety as human being. We have physical, emotional, mental and spiritual aspects that make up our whole being. These aspects are interdependent and require harmony. If you are attracted to imbalanced men, then look into the mirror to see that you are holding imbalance within your being. It may be a belief that you are not worthy of love and care, or that your needs do not matter as a priority. We can only experience what we can receive in a relationship.
We accept the love we think we deserve. (The perks of being a wallflower)

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The Irony of Love

Love is crazy and so are people. We really don’t know what’s going on and why it has to happen. It is always unexplainable and unreasonable. The world is full of witches, werewolves, vampires, ghost and even monsters with one eye. You see it’s so magical and so is love. I imagine love as a crazy labyrinth that no one can escape and we were all going to be crazy. We are trapped in it.

I bet you know the song “Ironic” by Alanis right? I bet you know. “Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you, when you think everything’s okay and everything’s going right and life has a funny way of helping you out when you think everything’s gone wrong and everything blows up in your face.”... “A traffic jam when you’re already late, a no-smoking sign on your cigarette break, it’s like ten thousand spoon when you all need is a knife, it’s meeting the man of my dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife and isn’t it ironic? Don’t you think?”

Same what is life brings to us then love it is.

The ironies of love.

- You love someone but this someone doesn’t like you either.

-Someone loves you but you never give a chance to that someone and yourself to love that someone back

-You had the right love at the wrong time (Somewhere Down the Road plays ♫♫)

-You’re on time but with the wrong love

-You left, he stayed.

-You came back for him, he leaves

-I love you, she loves you.

-You love her, I love you, and someone loves me too

- Say what, love? Why do you keep on messing with a good people with perfectly good hearts?

These are just some of the ‘funny’ stories in love. Some were afraid of fighting, some decided to let go, for some reasons you just notice that the one you love doesn’t love you back. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love, but because love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved too little. And that is true, in a relationship someone is stronger and the other is weaker, but that doesn’t mean the latter didn’t show his/her love. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them we are just for past times. While the one who truly loves us remains either your friend or a stranger. When you think of your past love; you may view it as a failure; but when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What’s important is that you know when to hold on and when to let go.  Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. But why is it that the greatest irony of love is letting go when you want to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go? You can never find the right person if you can never let it go of the wrong. Love is a painful gamble, you didn’t know what will happen next and that’s the thing, you became stronger, you become whole. And in the most unexpected way of life can bring, there in that middle of billion people walking, talking, laughing around—there is just one person you love. Isn’t it ironic?

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